falling off the wagon...

*thinking* eerrmm.... how can you fall if you're not on one?? huhuhu

the reason why I choose the title is, lately I feel fat!!
I just feel that I am not myself... I feel lazy & I have been ignoring myself for so long...

Just let me summarize the reason I feel like this:

Before: I am an active person.
Sometimes I jog, sometimes I play squash, sometimes I go to the gym..
Now: None of these are in my daily routine anymore

Before: I love to do self facial treatment...
At least once a week, or sometimes twice a week, I'll use scrub (face & body) & face
mask, including doing hair treatment to myself.
Now: It will a bonus if I manage to find the time to do all this at least ONCE a month...

I feel flabby.. Hubby keep pushing to join him in his daily workout, but I don't like workout... or simple exercise or aerobics.. If you don't have the heart to do it, will it give much impact? I prefer running, but with 2 kids, my evening is fully occupied..

Yeah.. I know...
I should not blame it on them... But I just want to spend my free time with them..

I should put more effort to find time for myself.. Not only for me, but for Hubby too... I don't want to be the 'beast' & the handsome... huuhuuhuhu....

Don't know why I've become so lazy.....