As I was driving to work last week, suddenly I felt a very strong feeling about my children... suddenly I missed them... I just went to work for a week, but I really really missed them... and I think I understand how my hubby must have felt everyday...
It's hard to be in our situation... For almost 5 years, we have been going back and forth Kuching-Johor Bahru.. I can still remember Iman mengamuk masa dalam plane because of the air pressure.. Kesian Iman, he literally grew up in airplanes... at least once a month naik kapal terbang nak jumpa ayah.. Kadang-kadang sampai 2 kali sebulan... (ni dah dekat 6 bulan tak balik Johor, so sekarang ni asyik tanya je "Bu, Iman pegi Johor sik Bu???" or "Iman mok balit umah Johor")..
But this will change soon... I'm moving to Johor, got a job there & will start in May... and now I am finishing my 3 months notice...
As I was feeling happy & excited (because finally we'll become a normal family), I am worried about my children... I have been blessed because for almost 3 years, my mum has helped me to take care of Iman at home, & she has did a very good job... Next month, Iman & Izz will be send to a babysitter house... I am worried & so many things has come to my mind... Will they be OK? Can the babysitter take good care of them as my mum did?? Will Iman be OK to the new environment? How is the babysitter....?
So many cases of child abuse we heard lately, made me really really worried of them... I just prayed that both of them will be OK and that all four of us will be happy....
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