eermm.. I wanted to write about the experience when giving birth to Izz today...
but I am so tired... physically & mentally...
I hated it when my hubby left to go back to work last week...
He has been really helpful after Izz was born... I managed to rest and get some sleep while he cleaned the room, took care of Iman and Izz etc.. I was in heaven...
Then he left after 2 weeks of paternity leave & CNY holiday.. so I was left alone with the 2 kids..
In the internet or books on child care, they told you to rest/sleep when the baby sleeps.. I think that only applied for first child, I managed to do that with Iman... But not this time...
Izz sleeps during the day... And when she sleeps, Iman needs my attention... He wants to play and do all activities we always did when he was the only child..
Izz loves to stay up late night... She'll be awake, with her big cute eyes wide open, until 1-2am everyday... and always wake up at 4am for her milk...
and now, Iman also sleeps late because he wanted to play with Izz...
I am not complaining, I love spending time with them..
it's just I am tired...
and Izz is just so fragile... She got sticky eyes & jaundice last week... and yesterday she started to have flu & blocked nose... Will bring her to see our pediatrician this afternoon... :(
and now Iman also started to cough.. Malam tadi pun muntah-muntah lepas minum susu, showing signs of asthma again... :(
When hubby was around, we managed to do it together... and I really really hate it when I worry about the kids when he's not around...
to add to that, my handphone suddenly shut down this morning... I loved my handphone, it was a birthday gift from my hubby 3 years ago... should I start to look for new handphone??
so, it's a very sad day today...
and hubby is not around to comfort me... (nak call pun susah sbb handphone dah rosak...)
:'(
but I am so tired... physically & mentally...
I hated it when my hubby left to go back to work last week...
He has been really helpful after Izz was born... I managed to rest and get some sleep while he cleaned the room, took care of Iman and Izz etc.. I was in heaven...
Then he left after 2 weeks of paternity leave & CNY holiday.. so I was left alone with the 2 kids..
In the internet or books on child care, they told you to rest/sleep when the baby sleeps.. I think that only applied for first child, I managed to do that with Iman... But not this time...
Izz sleeps during the day... And when she sleeps, Iman needs my attention... He wants to play and do all activities we always did when he was the only child..
Izz loves to stay up late night... She'll be awake, with her big cute eyes wide open, until 1-2am everyday... and always wake up at 4am for her milk...
and now, Iman also sleeps late because he wanted to play with Izz...
I am not complaining, I love spending time with them..
it's just I am tired...
and Izz is just so fragile... She got sticky eyes & jaundice last week... and yesterday she started to have flu & blocked nose... Will bring her to see our pediatrician this afternoon... :(
and now Iman also started to cough.. Malam tadi pun muntah-muntah lepas minum susu, showing signs of asthma again... :(
When hubby was around, we managed to do it together... and I really really hate it when I worry about the kids when he's not around...
to add to that, my handphone suddenly shut down this morning... I loved my handphone, it was a birthday gift from my hubby 3 years ago... should I start to look for new handphone??
so, it's a very sad day today...
and hubby is not around to comfort me... (nak call pun susah sbb handphone dah rosak...)
:'(
1 comments:
Hi Sharin,
Sorry to hear that you are feeling down. Things must be tough for you now. It wouldn't be fair for me to say that I know how you feel but I'm sure your family is always by your side - so u r nvr alone :)
Cheer up!!!
-Wil-
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